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yellow paint

by puppy angst

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i made myself sick swallowing
yellow paint by the bucket
thought it was exciting
thought it might be impressive
yeah whatever,
i know i'm so dramatic
at least i made the effort
when you couldn't be bothered

i made myself sick swallowing
all the bullshit and the lies
you sold me every single day
a naive kid, i was so trusting
unsuspecting, firm believing
didn't even question
anything you tried to tell me

now i feel stupid half the time
that's why i doubt myself so much
when i think about what i fell for
feel like i must be losing touch
nothing that i ever did felt like
it could be enough
enough
enough
enough
enough

the me i used to be would read
"van gogh ate yellow paint
to get the happiness inside of him"
and i'd believe it, internalized it
think it sounded poetic, maybe a little romantic
but it was poison, a cry for help
cause it was poison, now i know better
cause it was poison, yeah it was poison
it was poison
just like you

credits

released June 3, 2022
alyssa milman: guitar, vocals, synth
john heywood: bass
eric naroden: drums

johanna baumann: tambourine

recorded by johanna baumann
mixed by joe reinhart
mastered by ryan schwabe

recorded at headroom studios and johanna's home studio in philadelphia, pa

single artwork photo by lydia ruth, edited by alyssa milman

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puppy angst Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

it's like puppy love but a lil more sad 🐕 shoegazy/dreamy fuzz pop; kind of fun kind of a bummer

alyssa + eric + john + dan + pauli💓

pfp by brooke marsh
page design by alyssa milman

inquiries: puppyangst@gmail.com
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